Rough Draft

And finally the silence,
Looking out, looking back across the sky.
Trying to find a meaning,
Knowing that I just left it all behind.

I can't believe I cried during 'Click'. Firstly, I don't ever cry during movies. Secondly, it was supposed to be a comedy, like what the hell. But yeah anyway, it's a show worth every penny, and it's so.. touching during the end.

I don't know why, but one thing I learnt this year, is to let out your feelings through tears. Even if it's damn gay for a guy to cry, since the June episode that I went through, it's hard to force them in. But yes, I really should stop this. Back to the cold, cold me.

It's a wonder how much difference one month could make. "Look at her, I can't believe you let her go. Just like that." True, huh. Sometimes in life, we just let secondary things take over our emotions. And that's what 'Click' was trying to tell the viewers. I really think it's a great movie. Heart-wrenching, and it speaks straight into my heart. About work, family , & you.

Maths is pissing me off now. And I'm dead beat, I think I'll turn in soon. Maybe all this is a dream after all. Maybe it's like in the movie, I'll wake up and learn to appreciate everyone. Especially you. Maybe, just maybe.

Still I smell a lingering softness.
Where did she go,
How did she go?
I wanna wanna know.
i wanna know that she'll be coming here to me.

Yeah right, as if I'll ever have a chance to. Dream on, hansheng. Dream on.

posted by cigarettelove @ 8:04 AM